At the White House ceremony, my husband smirked and warned, “Don’t embarrass me.” I said nothing.

He poured us wine and casually asked whether I thought the program would survive.

I told him I couldn’t discuss it.

He smiled and said he understood.

The following morning, one of Meridian’s subcontractors began moving employees off the project.

At the time, I assumed the industry rumor mill was moving independently.

Now I looked at Levin.

“He asked general questions.”

“How general?”

I told her.

She took notes.

Admiral Keane remained silent.

Then Levin slid a photocopied email across the table.

The sender address was Richard’s.

I didn’t recognize the recipient.

The subject line read:

***Need clarity before Claire’s report lands.***

For a second, I forgot to breathe.

Levin pointed to a paragraph.

I read it.

Richard had written:

***She won’t tell me directly, but based on travel and her mood, I’m convinced the review is worse than expected.***

He had never obtained classified information from me.

But he had watched me.

Studied my behavior.

Used our marriage as an intelligence source.

Another line read:

***If your people can verify whether Whitmore is recommending suspension, we can position before the announcement.***

Whitmore.

Not Claire.

Not my wife.

***Whitmore.***

I looked up.

“When did you get this?”

“Two weeks ago,” Levin said. “It was recovered during a separate compliance review.”

“Is Richard under investigation?”

“I can’t discuss the full scope.”

That was answer enough.

I sat down.

For the first time all day, the medal around my neck felt heavy.

Keane spoke quietly.

“Claire, you did nothing wrong.”

“I know.”

And I did know.

But knowing I wasn’t responsible didn’t make the betrayal any smaller.

Levin gathered the documents.

“We may need a formal interview later.”

“I’ll cooperate.”

When I left the room, Richard was waiting.

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