“Sunlight… winter mornings,” she whispered, staring out the window. “He had the softest blanket…”
When we arrived, the hospital looked just as I remembered it from my childhood—small, with its faded brick exterior and slightly overgrown bushes by the entrance. I helped Mom out of the car, and her eyes scanned the building as though trying to place it.
Inside, I explained our visit to the receptionist, who directed us to Dr. Miller, the head doctor.
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“Dr. Miller,” I began, once we were seated in her office, “I found this bracelet and photo. My mother… She had a son, Collin, two years before me. I need to know what happened.”
Dr. Miller examined the bracelet and photo, her expression softening.
“I remember Claire,” she said, looking at my mother. “She was so young when she had Collin.”
My mother shifted uncomfortably in her chair but said nothing.
“What happened to him?” I asked, leaning forward.
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Dr. Miller sighed. “Collin’s father came back into the picture after he was born, much older than Clarie. He wasn’t her boyfriend at the time, but someone from her past. He wanted to raise the baby himself.”
My mother’s head turned slightly, her eyes narrowing as if trying to follow the conversation.
“Claire was devastated,” Dr. Miller continued. “She loved Collin, but the boy’s father took Collin when he was just a few months old. He wrote to me for a while, asking for advice on caring for Collin. Then the letters stopped. But I do remember him mentioning he planned to move to another town.”
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“What town?” I asked quickly.
Dr. Miller jotted it down on a piece of paper and handed it to me. “Here. It’s about five hours from here.”
“Thank you,” I said, standing up. “This means so much to me.”
As we left, I couldn’t stop thinking about driving to that town. My brother Collin existed and I was determined to find him.
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***
The journey felt like an eternity, not just because of the five-hour drive but because every minute required my full attention. My Mom lost in her fragmented world, needed constant reminders and gentle guidance.
“Is it time to eat?” she asked, even after finishing a sandwich minutes earlier.
I patiently offered her small snacks, unwrapping them as though presenting a gift.
At one point, she handed me a yogurt with a puzzled expression. “How do you open this?”
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I smiled, peeling back the foil lid. “Like this, Mom. Just like you showed me when I was little.”
As I handed it back, a wave of emotion hit me. I remembered her delicate hands guiding mine as a child, showing me how to hold a spoon, tie my shoes, and even fold paper into makeshift airplanes. Back then, her patience seemed infinite.
Somewhere along the way, that connection had slipped away. But at that moment, it was as though the roles were reversed.
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We finally arrived in the quiet, sleepy town. It was like stepping into a picture from decades ago—small storefronts, weathered buildings, and not a soul on the streets.
I stepped out and stretched, glancing around with uncertainty.
“Where is everyone?” I muttered, more to myself than to my mother.
A passing man overheard and pointed down the road. “Town fair. Everyone’s there. You should check it out.”
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The fair seemed like the best place to start. If Collin lived in that town, he might be among the crowds. I helped my mother out of the car, her grip firm on my arm as we walked toward the colorful booths.
The scent of caramelized sugar and fried food filled the air, blending with the lively hum of laughter.
But as we moved deeper into the fairgrounds, my mother began to grow restless. Her voice, usually so soft, rose with urgency.
“The Bread Basket… The Bread Basket…” she repeated almost pleading.
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