“The one you’ve kept from her for eighteen years.”
My knees nearly gave out.
Impossible.
How could he know?
Eighteen years earlier, I’d made a decision I believed would protect my daughter forever.
Back then, I was twenty-one.
Scared.
Alone.
The father of my unborn child wasn’t a cruel man.
In fact…
He’d loved me.
Desperately.
But his family hated me.
They were wealthy.
Influential.
Powerful.
When they discovered I was pregnant, they offered me money to disappear.
I refused.
Then they threatened to take the baby.
Young.
Terrified.
With no lawyer and no family to help me, I ran.
I changed cities.
Changed jobs.
Changed everything.
Before leaving, I wrote him a letter.
I never received a reply.
Years later, I convinced myself he’d simply moved on.
So had I.
Or at least I pretended to.
Ryan broke the silence.
“My father found the letters.”
“What?”
“The letters you wrote.”
I stared.
“He never got them.”
Ryan nodded.
“My grandparents intercepted every single one.”
The room began spinning.
“He searched for you.”
I couldn’t breathe.
“For years.”
My voice cracked.
“No…”
Ryan continued quietly.
“He thought you disappeared because you didn’t want him.”
Tears blurred my vision.
“That’s not true.”
“I know.”
“He never stopped looking.”
I heard footsteps.
Iris returned carrying two glasses of water.
She looked between us.
“What is going on?”
Neither of us spoke.
She frowned.
“Why are you both crying?”
Ryan inhaled deeply.
“Mrs. Carter?”
I closed my eyes.
He was right.
The truth couldn’t stay buried forever.
I looked at my daughter.
“Iris…”
She sat beside me.
“You’re scaring me.”
I reached for her hand.
“The story I told you about your father…”
She waited.
“It wasn’t true.”
Her smile faded.
“What do you mean?”
I swallowed hard.
“He didn’t abandon us.”
Silence.
“He loved you.”
Her eyes widened.
“What?”
“He never knew where we were.”
I explained everything.
The pregnancy.
The threats.
The letters.
Leaving town.
Starting over.
The fear that had ruled every decision I’d made.
When I finished, Iris stared at the floor.
“I’ve hated him…”
She whispered.
“My whole life.”
“I know.”
“You let me.”
“I thought it would hurt less than the truth.”